Why I blog…

I was an introvert when I was in my high school..I literally had no outlet..I had friends who really valued me..but I dont remember speaking openly about myself to any of them. Almost everyone in my surroundings liked me..but none really knew me.  

Now I am an undergraduate..a medical student..Everything around me has changed..Everything in me has also changed-my interests, behaviour, dreams, desires, attitude, approach..almost everything has changed except that my innermost self is still unaccessed..

I care about people.. speak to them truly.. admire them..value them..respect them..mingle with them freely..but still I am not an extrovert…

My friends, though very few, are really caring..ready to share all my joy and sorrow..ready to extend a helping hand when I need..But still I dont find myself speaking everything about me to them…(They can sense many of my feelings and fears..but still have no access into my personal corner).

I really did not speak to anyone about all dreams, desires and ambitions. Except few pages in my diary..nothing in this world can really give a clue about what I really am…

But now…

I can no longer keep everything to myself..I want to disclose my innerself..and I feel this is the best way I can do it!!