Its as if I discovered something!
Discovered…
That I have done nothing!!
Its surprising..
But still..It is true.
Done nothing.
Know nothing.
Learnt nothing.
Created nothing.
Spoiled nothing.
Ha! Ha!
This is the begining!!
Posts Tagged ‘life’
Discovery!!
Posted in musings, tagged life, Random thoughts on April 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
?? Nothing remains except this ‘?’ And I dont want an answer for it!!
Posted in musings, tagged life, musings, Random thoughts on April 3, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Some crap.. may be.
Don’t know what is happening.
But it’s true…And I don’t want to stop it.
I want to let everything go on…May it gift me prospects…or lead me into everlasting devastation.
Beneficial or destructive doesnt matter. Well, Nothing really matters to me now.
NO…It matters. But I want to convince myself that it doesnt matter
I think I [...]
Just wanted to document it here…
Posted in straight from my heart, tagged academics, exams, life on March 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I don’t know.
Don’t know what happened to me
Don’t know why I am so irresponsible
Don’t know why I am blank..passive..reckless..
I keep no promises
I fulfill no responsibility
All my days go blank.
Filled with trash
All empty…useless..
full of unimplemented resolutions
full of abandoned desires
All gloomy..dull..
No joy..
No excitement
No energy
No achievement
I don’t want this.
I will not let this continue.
Hope I will keep [...]
I’m back!
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged life on March 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I feel I can dare to come back.
After long long hours of melancholy… I now consider myself near normal…near original.
At least,
I think I can claim a right over this page…from myself.
Looks funny??
This is truth.
My truth.
This is a kind of rebirth.
I don’t say I have recovered.
But I can say
with all guts,
with all confidence,
that I have regained [...]
Strange, Silly….But true!
Posted in musings, tagged behaviour, life, thoughts on February 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Discovered an abnormal personality trait in myself.
I tend to be very comfortable with myself. I can observe self, command self, check self, counter self, judge self..In short, I can deal myself very well. I have such an extent of control on myself that I seldom crave for an external(material or human) aid. I can tackle [...]
Resolved…
Posted in musings, tagged life on January 20, 2008 | 4 Comments »
After vigourous thought, came to a resolution…
Dont know what gave me courage..but I resolved despite barriers of society, religion, obligations and inhibitions…
I am still not able judge myself…
But there is no retreat.
I have chosen my partner.
Fear masks the joy…
Posted in straight from my heart, tagged fear, life, love on December 24, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Yes.
Fear masks..
The joy of finding a person who likes me as myself…who likes my very being
The joy of finding a person whom I love, trust, admire, honour more than anyone else..more than myself.
Huh…
I am helpless..I cannot promise that I will be with him till my last breath.
I pity myself.
The excitement, joy, blush are nowhere found…Melancholy [...]
Pain..
Posted in musings, tagged life, pain, Random thoughts on November 30, 2007 | 2 Comments »
“Pain is an indication of an underlying illness. Injudicious use of analgesics without proper evaluation of cause MUST be avoided.”
Very true.
When you feel bad..when you feel pained..it means that there is something that troubles you. Pain is an indication that something is wrong. Pain is a signal which indicates necessity of some alterations and modifications–either [...]
