Here it is!! My mini white board. A gift from him

My cute desktop pad

You cannot just imagine how overjoyed I am!
I’ve fallen for it…
From the moment he handed it to me, I forgot myself!!!

Dont know why it appeals so much to me. Its just a simple small white board, from Reynolds, With a marker and an eraser. Its just like a white paper——blank… empty… Open for anything I choose to scribble… Just Any word, any verse…Any line, any shape… … …

But this one appeals more… … …

When I take the marker in my hand, I find my imagination forming shapes and shades on it effortlessly… Never did I like what I draw, earlier… But today, I loved every line and every curve that took shape on it!!

Ai... I'm enjoying myself!!

I can make rough drafts, put reminders, jot down temporary important data, note schedules, make lists… Oh my god!

I’m addicted to it. I’m afraid I’m over using it….
Never mind!!

Thanks a lot dear, You have no idea of what you’ve actually gifted me by giving me this piece!
Believe me! I was screaming out of joy all the day….. I was enjoying myself!
I have absolutely no words to say how happy I was…am

P.S
Another advantage is that I can write anything, more importantly, I can wipe out everything in a single sweep! It’s many times easier than erasing something written with a pencil, No? Hence saves lot of paper and keeps me from losing temper!!

Well, I have the habit of scribbling random words, symbols and images while I think. I tend to do it automatically and effortlessly, always. Here, this board serves better than a book!
If I like what I write, I can have a snap from my mobile.
And if its crap, I erase it all… No risk of breach of privacy! And When I erase the ink, I feel as if I’m erasing all nonsense from my mind—I mean, It’s adding flavor to my imagination!!

Yeah, This is indeed a better option for the crap I dump, everyday, into some book specially meant for the purpose. Once, my mom gave away one of such books to some junior by mistake. That girl would have thought I was mentally ill. Poor girl, She could have been saved from all the regret of choosing to borrow my notes!! With this board now, No such mistakes happen!

So This one did make up for a small void in my life….

This can never be a substitute to my diary, but still, a wonderful add on!!

Yes.

Fear masks..
The joy of finding a person who likes me as myself…who likes my very being
The joy of finding a person whom I love, trust, admire, honour more than anyone else..more than myself.

Huh…
I am helpless..I cannot promise that I will be with him till my last breath.

I pity myself.

The excitement, joy, blush are nowhere found…Melancholy remains…
What a pity!