My notepad!

Here it is!! My mini white board. A gift from him :
You cannot just imagine how overjoyed I am!
I’ve fallen for it…
From the moment he handed it to me, I forgot myself!!!
Dont know why it appeals so much to me. Its just a simple small white board, from Reynolds, With a marker and an [...]

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I’m not going to tolerate any more excuses.

I am mad.
Perhaps its an excuse…
An excuse to explain all my failures
A reason chosen to rationalize my inabilities
I dont want excuses
I dont want regrets
I dont want to hear the stupid phrase ‘I could have been better”
I hate it.
I hate incapability.
I hate incompetence.
I hate dwelling in guise of excuses.

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Incomplete reveletion??

I started hating this.
My blog ceases to serve the purpose of its creation.
My blog ceases to serve as an outlet for all the inner turmoil.
My blog ceases to depict crudest part of myself preserving all its subtility.
I may change or modify myself as the circumstances demand..But I want my wildest self to survive atleast in [...]

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Strange, Silly….But true!

Discovered an abnormal personality trait in myself.
I tend to be very comfortable with myself. I can observe self, command self, check self, counter self, judge self..In short, I can deal myself very well. I have such an extent of control on myself that I seldom crave for an external(material or human) aid. I can tackle [...]

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Being efficient is duty..

Something caught my attention when I was turning the pages of my diary yesterday…(It was written in those early days when I resolved to become a doctor..)—-
“I will be the best doctor ever existed”
I couldn’t help laughing at my childish ramblings. :-)
Dont understand what I really meant by ‘best’..Best in terms of what??— Efficiency? [...]

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