Series of posts on a single issue?…Quite interesting!!
I cant help it…circumstances made me write. I dont regret it even..infact, thats the very purpose of my blog-to watch the course of my thoughts silently.
I always find myself inconsistent–Inconsistent in opinions, beliefs, thoughts, plans..almost everything. If I speak something now..and think about it later, its more likely that I cross my own statement. I dont know if this is the case with every adolescent (I faintly recollect having read about it somewhere)…I dont really know if people of my age are troubled by too many dilemmas as I am, now…
I always find myself confused..and unable to decide what is correct, what to choose, whom to support? My logical brain is smart enough to give convincing reasons support everything…but, how can everything be correct?
So goes on struggle..to resolve all dilemmas…and I remain a spectator…
Dont know where it leads me finally..!!
i often question myself in my so-called inconsistencies. except i call it hypocrisy and mentally chastise myself and vow not to do it again. 🙂
hypocrisy..? You are right perhaps!! 🙂
Hypocrisy is a strong term. It is when you change your ideas from situation to situation just to suit your interests. Certainly, it’s a type of inconsistency, but all forms of inconsistency need not be so evil. It might be just that you innocently missed taking all the factors into account. What say?
The term hypocrisy reminds me of two situations of my past. As far as I remember, they were the only instants when I hated myself..because I was not true and I was speaking out what I really didn’t believe. What was being expressed was not exactly what I felt but some nonsense manipulated by a motive…That was certainly hypocrisy. There is nothing so mean as that..
And, as you said, all other forms of inconsistency need not be so evil..I feel they can be avoided by being a little more alert.
I think it’s possible to have some degree of inconsistence in your mind. It’s not hypocrisy because here you’re not faking or trying to suit your interests, but you actually think you believe something, and then it seems like you don’t… or you see both sides at the same time. It happens a lot to me at least. It’s almost out of your control, you have to sit back and let the people in your brain make a choice.