Discovered an abnormal personality trait in myself.
I tend to be very comfortable with myself. I can observe self, command self, check self, counter self, judge self..In short, I can deal myself very well. I have such an extent of control on myself that I seldom crave for an external(material or human) aid. I can tackle myself and my actions in any condition. I may be wrong(afterall, I am a human being)..But I am fine like this. This state of self sufficiency gives me courage and confidence to rush ahead in all my endeavours.
But, these days, my observations reveal that I am comfortable ONLY with myself. I find paralysed when I have to go into people. I can stand the conditions as long as I can work in my own ways(small adjustments in small issues dont matter). But when the need crosses the boundary, All my senses get blocked(including sixth) and I find myself paralysed before I can attempt to think what to do and how to do… I start acting in the extremely senseless and stupid manner…I turn too wierd…
I have to work on this dimension. I have to learn to synergize.
The real I... 
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