Just wanted to document it here…

I don’t know.

Don’t know what happened to me
Don’t know why I am so irresponsible
Don’t know why I am blank..passive..reckless..

I keep no promises
I fulfill no responsibility
All my days go blank.
Filled with trash

All empty…useless..
full of unimplemented resolutions
full of abandoned desires

All gloomy..dull..
No joy..
No excitement
No energy
No achievement

I don’t want this.
I will not let this continue.

Hope I will keep this word I give to myself

This space means a ot to me.
What ever I write here comes from the core of my heart.
I trust that I would respect what my soul desires.
I trust that I would stand on my decisions.

I will work on ENT.

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