Forgot a birthday. Again.
forgetfulness in this aspect is was not new to me. Its only that I’ve become over-cautious in this issue now, and despite being ‘over cautious’, I missed someone’s b’day.
Does it mean I forgot the person? Does it mean I care no more for that person?
I dont agree.
I want to scream that I DONT AGREE—-
I remember it is on 25. I remembered 21. I remembered 22nd. I remembered 23rd. Then suddenly something happened. I realize that today is already 28th…. and that I have missed 25th… huh!!
This is no excuse, right? I did not forget to eat. I did not forget to sleep. I did not forget to study. But I forgot to wish someone on that day. Its not just b’day’s… I forget promises. I forget appointments. I forget agreements. I forget convictions—– I’m a real mess..huh!
Don’t I really care for her? Did I forget it because she doesn’t matter anything to me? If I forget something about someone, does it mean that I dont care for them? Dont I care for ANYone around me?
Dont any acquaintance matter to me?
No
NO
NO
I don’t agree
I can’t agree.
If I am not ready to agree to it, does it make any difference?
A fact is a fact, no?
my screaming doesn’t change facts, right? Perhaps it IS a fact that I don’t care for anyone—- A fact I’m not yet aware of…huh! Perhaps!
Its…. Its hard to digest…the…’fact’…. that my forgetting such things is actually a manifestation of ‘no longer caring’ for that person… … …
An old scar pains again… …. … … … … … … .. .. … … … … …
The real I... 
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